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Semi-negative.

Guess what? I'm not working, and I should be. Surprise, surprise. I need a nap. Maybe I'll sleep over my lunch break. The other employees are going to Stage because they're having some sort of sale. They say I should go, so I can take care of some of my shopping, but I really don't want to. Knowing me, though, I'll go. ...or not. I really could curl up in a chair and pass out.

My Zoey-dog gave me the saddest eyes this morning when I left. I hated to leave her. I'd love to go home and curl up with her.

My head hurt so bad yesterday evening on my way home, I seriously thought I was going to faint. While I was driving, no less. I've never really gotten that feeling before. It took some effort, but I managed to stay alert. Eventually the feeling just passed.

Sometimes life feels so surreal, like I'm not actually living it, just watching it.

A friend told me on the phone last night, "You help my keep my sanity." If I could, I would have hugged him (he lives in Indiana). It was nice to hear that, even admist my own insanity, I can help someone sustain their own.

I'm having tuna for lunch. I'm sort of looking forward to it.

I'm sorry for being so negative lately. I suppose I should put warnings in the subject line. I am trying to be more positive. Really, I am.

(I'm trying not to think about you, anymore, but it gets hard sometimes.)

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mcmayhem
Dec. 13th, 2007 06:08 pm (UTC)
I'm impressed with your ability to not work. It reminds me of myself...I think we've both got it down to a science.
sorryyouasked
Dec. 13th, 2007 07:03 pm (UTC)
Yup, that was me, all not logged in.

I sure do.
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